sweetestsurrender | { Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

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{ Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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"... That's fucked up." All humour was gone then and without really meaning to, Duo had reached out a hand to rest it on Wufei's in what he hoped was a comforting gesture.

"Listen, don't think about that, right? Easier said than done I know. But that shit is so far beyond your control it's not even worth considering." And he was sorry. Because he kind of thought Wufei would make a great dad. But he kept that to himself for now, not sure if saying so would upset him more.

He looked up when Duo touched him, blinking slowly like he couldn't quite process what was happening. He sighed softly, his cheeks dusting pink as he turned his hand over for Duo, setting his mug aside as he tried not to think too much about the feel of Duo's callouses. "What should I think about?" Because everything that popped into his mind was exactly wrong right now.

He'd not quite expected Wufei to react like that to his touch, but it was done now so... Duo went ahead and curled his fingers around the hand, giving it a gentle squeeze.

"Anything! You've gotta have a happy memory in that head of yours. Find it. Think about that. Or... or I was gonna watch a movie before turning in, sit and watch it with me. Switch off your thoughts and just forget about everything bothering you." Duo grinned. "You're safe here, Wu."

For some reason, that just made the pink in his cheeks get even darker. He grunted softly, letting his fingers curl around Duo's hand in return. "A movie sounds good," even if it meant letting go of the hand in his.

He let his mind wander, to a memory that wasn't exactly happy, but one that sometimes soothed the pain in his chest when he was busy feeling sorry for himself.

He gave the hand another little squeeze before he took it back and reached for the tv control. Duo was in a relatively good mood, and given how stressed Wufei was, he didn't bring attention to that blush. Embarrassing Wufei when he was down wasn't on Duo's list of priorities right then.

"You've a preference on the kinda movie you wanna watch?" Honestly, Duo was easy when it came to watching tv. He'd watch anything! "Or is action comedy good enough?"

He shrugged when Duo grabbed the remote. "Do you have one of the old Jackie Chan movies?" They seemed like something Duo would enjoy, and Wufei knew he'd enjoy seeing the unusual application of martial arts. At least until he nodded off, hopefully for a few hours.

Duo grinned. "You bet I do!" Old movies were one of his guilty pleasures. Martial arts movies were something he really enjoyed as well. It would be fun to actually share one of those movies with someone else so he was quick to cue it up before Wufei changed his mind.

Once he'd hit play, Duo settled back. Then up again and darted off to hit the overhead lights, turning them off in favour of switching on a lamp instead. Then he settled back down beside Wufei.

He couldn't help smiling at Duo's enthusiasm, too tired to keep his guard up like he normally might. "He seems like your kind of warrior, very unconventional," he chuckled as the lights were switched for a lamp.

The warmth of the cocoa, and of Duo's company, and the background noise of the movie, all conspired to drag him off to sleep not fifteen minutes into the movie. Not the light sleep that he normally resorted to, when he was able to wake within seconds from the slightest disturbance. No, this was a sound, deep, trusting sleep. It would take an MS landing on the damn building to wake him up like this.

And as he did, he slouched, sliding just a tiny smidge at a time, until he was using Duo's shoulder for a pillow.

It didn't take long at all before Wufei began to drift off. Duo went ahead and covertly turned the volume down a little as it happened, silly loud enough for him to enjoy the movie of course. Just low enough it wouldn't wake Wufei up if there was a sudden explosion or something.

To his amusement he soon found Wufei on his shoulder. An affectionate smile curved his lips as he held himself still for a little while. In the end he knew this was probably not the best position for either of them, so he pulled the cushion out from his side and set it down on his lap. As carefully as he could he moved Wufei to gently lower his head down onto that cushion. Then he reached over to pull the snuggy around him a bit more. It wasn't nearly as good as a blanket but it would do for now.

When he was satisfied with what he'd done, he let a hand rest upon Wufei's shoulder and returned to watching the movie.

The only reaction the movement got was a little sigh as his head settled on the pillow, a little nuzzle to it as one of his arms came up, draping over Duo's legs. He slept soundly, the only sign of dreams an occasional twitch in his brow or at the edge of his lips.

It wasn't until the movie ended that he woke, brow furrowing a little as he shifted himself into a more comfortable position, eyes cracking open just a hair. "Mmh?" He reached up with a tired hand, yanking the band out of his hair and letting it fall free. He couldn't remember where he was or why, but he was safe and comfortable, and he'd finally gotten some damn sleep. Now was not the time for questions.

At any sign that Wufei was about to wake, Duo would hush him back to sleep. Absently he'd even started to lightly move his thumb over his friends shoulder, slowly and without much thought to the action. He really wasn't paying attention to much but the movie.

At least until it finished, then he had to decide whether he should move of not. Of course, in the end, Duo decided that a near sleepless night was going to be easier for him to deal with than waking Wufei up, so he went about looking for another movie to keep him awake. Then Wufei moved. Duo froze, worrying he'd done too much and woken him. But to his surprise, instead of getting up, his friend just went and pulled the tie from his hair instead. Duo was confused... and just a little enchanted by the act. He'd only ever caught Wufei with his hair down the once when he had just gotten out of a shower.

It was so silky and dark, a shadow against the cushion on his lap. Duo's fingers itched to touch but he forced himself not to do anything so weird and creepy to his sleeping friend!

The band slid onto a pair of Wufei's fingers, in a motion that was born of habit more than consciousness. He hummed again, mind warring between going right back to sleep because he needed it, and rousing enough to get into a proper bed, or at least stop preventing Duo from getting to his own. In the end, Duo being so still was enough to convince his sleepy brain that staying put was just fine, and his eyes drifted closed again as he let out a long sigh. What little tension had rolled up into him as he woke faded away again, and he was out like a light once more.

If Wufei had woken enough to argue the case, Duo might well have taken Wufei to his room and let him rest in an actual bed. But by the same token, Duo was a little afraid that by waking up he might have trouble sleeping again. This was the best outcome. He was comfortable enough. He even took the moment that Wufei was awake up carefully lift his legs and prop his feet up on the table in front of him. Duo was as relaxed and comfortable as he could possibly be. And if his friend was the same, that was all that mattered.

He'd watch another movie. Maybe try and catch a nap sat where he was. He'd slept in worse places than this so that wasn't an issue. What the problem was... was that Duo was afraid to sleep, just in case Wufei had a nightmare and he wasn't there to help him through it. So he did his best to remain awake. He could get a few hours in the morning once he was sure his friend was okay.

It wasn't until the early hours that the nightmare came. Tension built in his shoulders rather quickly, face scrunching as he navigated his imagined battlefield, and just a few seconds after that he woke with a gasp, whole body tense as he struggled to get his bearings and remember where he was, how he'd gotten there.

He'd not fallen asleep, but half way through the third movie he'd attempted to watch Duo had begun to drift off. His eyes had closed. It was the lightest of dozes so, when Wufei became agitated, Duo was already reacting.

"Wufei." He called his friends name once his eyes were open and the hand that had remained upon Wufei's shoulder gave a slight, reassuring squeeze. "It's okay. You're fine. You're safe here. It's just a bad dream." Duo did his best to keep his voice soothing even as he leaned forward and brought his other hand into play to softly stroke over his hair. It was just as silky as he'd imagined it would be...

Almost immediately, he started relaxing again, letting out his breath in a sigh as he lifted a hand to rub at his eyes. Still, despite the nightmare, he felt worlds better. "Thank you," he said, voice still thick with sleep. "How long?"

"A while. It's almost morning." Duo assured and removed his hand from Wufei's hair and he smiled down at him. "You went most of the night. How're you feeling?"

Aside from having woken because of a nightmare of course.

He hummed softly, shifting onto his back and pulling his legs up to drape them over the arm of the sofa. "Better," he sighed. "Did you stay up all night?"

"I dozed." He wasn't about to lie, what would be the point? It was obvious he hadn't actually been asleep. Duo didn't mind that though. Wufei had come to him for a reason and he was going to be as good a friend as he could and help him out. If it meant missing a nights sleep, so be it.

"Just glad you could get some. I'll catch up later today." He frowned a little then. "... You gonna tell me what these nightmares are about though?"

He let out a long, heavy sigh. "It's extremely convoluted," he warned, "and extremely stupid," but it was his unconscious mind and he would not take responsibility for what his sleeping brain decided was an interesting narrative. "It starts during the Mariemaia incident. I disable Wing Zero, and send it into the ocean. The earth surrenders, and the rest of you are simply too late to stop it," he didn't look at Duo, keeping his gaze on the ceiling, frowning at the shadows, not at all sure that he wants to admit to the rest of it. It's so weird and surreal and just... wrong.

He listened quietly to what the dream was about, the only change to his expression a deepening frown.

"That... that... Buddy, what the hell's got you thinkin about this?" Duo got it, he looked back on past missions a lot. Some kept him awake for nights. But this?

"That's the tamest part of the whole damn thing," he replied with a sigh, rubbing both hands over his face. "I don't know why, but I've been having the same one for weeks. I end up leading Mariemaia's military, and when she's older, she makes me marry her. We have a son. With my hair and Treize's eyebrows and Heero's name." And if he was hiding behind his hands, pretending that he's still just rubbing his eyes, what of it? It's not exactly the sort of thing he wants to think about, but his dreams really weren't giving him a choice.

Duo... really tried. The thought was scary, but the mental image Wufei's words conjured were so wild. So damn funny! He worried he was going to give himself internal injuries from trying hard not to laugh. This was serious. This was...

He managed to cover his lips and muffle the quiet pfft that slipped out just in time. Then he cleared his throat, pretending that's what had happened in the first place. He hadn't laughed. That would have been a dick move if he had!

"Uhh... I'm no dream expert so I can't even guess what any of that means. Maybe you want kids or something and your brain is just pulling from what it knows? Maybe the thing with Sally hit you more than you realise? But... why would you name your kid after Heero? That's beggin for trouble!"

Honestly, laughter wasn't unwelcome -- if it hadn't been so distressing to him, Wufei probably would've found it funny, too. "Because I killed him. In the dream, Wing gets to crush depth or... well, I'm not exactly sure what happened, and it's a dream so it may not make sense anyway," he sighed, finally pulling his hands down to smile wryly up at Duo. "Maybe I do, but I'm certainly not equipped to raise them," he sighed. "The part that wakes me up is Dekim deciding I'm working with the three of you, so he has me arrested and makes the child watch the interrogation." If it weren't for that last part, he wouldn't be having so much damn trouble dealing with it. Especially since he knew damn well that sort of thing wasn't beneath Dekim, even if the bastard was dead now.

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The desire to laugh was gone now, just a sad smile in it's place. The whole dream was insane. But clearly vivid enough to leave Wufei with an emotional scar in it's aftermath.

Duo reached out a hand and caught one of Wufei's then dropped the both to rest upon the others chest.

"Still just a dream, Wufei. None of that happened. None of it could happen. Heero's alive, Dekim isn't. We all made it out alive." And that's what he constantly told himself. They made it out. Against all odds they survived.

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