sweetestsurrender | { Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

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{ Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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His lack of volume control had surprised him, too, the first time. And it had almost gotten him in damn big trouble, too.

Now? Now he could scream and the only consequences were irritable neighbors or maybe a noise complaint. He grinned between kisses, shifting closer. "Not too much, I hope," he murmured. "I'd much rather you get the bulk of the pleasure, seeing as you're a natural at providing it."

Duo smoothed a hand down Wufei's side, over his hip and then slowly back up again. Touching was something he enjoyed but never dared, or brushed off as nothing important. But his tactile nature was in full force right now and he couldn't get enough of Wufei's warm, smooth skin.

"Hah, flattery'll get you everywhere, Wu. Call it beginners luck, huh? Might have to keep practicing to make sure I was doing it right..." He smirked, trying hard not to laugh right then. It was so cheesey but he was living for every moment of it. Especially Wufei's smile. Gods but he loved that smile. "You're amazing."

Wufei had a secret that Duo was very close to unlocking with all this touching. He leaned into it with a hum, his eyes drifting to halfway closed.

"You do realize we both have the stamina of Gundam Pilots, right?" he teased, lifting his leg to hook it over Duo's thighs and pull him closer. "We could keep going until morning and I'd still look refreshed when I go into work tomorrow," which had him grinning.

But apparently Duo had properly scrambled his brain with that screw, because tomorrow was definitely a Saturday. The kind of day that people chained to desks at Preventers typically had off. Then again, Duo probably didn't want to know what kind of trouble Wufei got up to when someone forced a vacation day on him.

As if he was going to stop. He kept on running his hand up and down Wufei's body, adding in a strong thigh to the mix once the leg was hooked around him. Back up, fingertips dancing along the curve of Wufei's hip and around to his back and all the way up his spine. Then straight back down again. Duo wasn't even really focused on what he was doing much, he was busy watching the way his lover smiled. The way it softened his features. He did his best to commit it all to memory. Not that he believed for even a second that this was a one night affair. Duo had no intention of letting Wufei go now. Not without a damn good reason.

"Refreshed you might be, but walkin funny'll get you found out pretty quickly." Duo chuckled before he darted in to press a kiss to the tip of Wufei's nose and then one to his lips. He lingered there a little longer though, then sighed happily. "Call in sick...? Play hooky with me? I'll make it worth your while."

He leaned into every touch, and he'd be damned if he wasn't already starting to feel the warmth of arousal spreading through him. He could lie there with Duo for the rest of his life and die a happy man, his own finger seeking out those sensitive places he'd so recently discovered. The comment about him walking funny got a laugh, a little crinkle at the outer edges of his eyes as his nose was kissed, returning the second kiss with a hum.

When the kiss broke he rolled them both if Duo let him, putting the other man on his back and sitting up on Duo's hips with his most arrogant expression. "You don't honestly think that I'm going to put effort into hiding our relationship, do you? I never hide what I'm proud of."

And then he prodded Duo's chest with a finger. "If I call in sick, Sally will go break into my apartment, then send out a search team when she finds it empty." A sick day would be quite literally the most out of character excuse they could come up with. "Though she might believe it if I told her I got something terrible in my hair and wasn't coming in until I got it out."

He was more than happy to be rolled onto his back, his smile wide and merry at the change in position. Though now he needed a place to put his hands. And oh, would you look at that? They fit perfectly on a pair of slim hips. So that's where he set them, idly letting his thumbs brush across warm skin in slow stroking motions.

"Never said you'd hide out relationship, Wu." He really hoped he wouldn't. Duo had no intentions of hiding at all. Whatever was between them, whatever it could be, Duo was eager to find out and not shy about it.

"Ouch, hey... It was just an idea! No need to poke. I'm delicate and sensitive, y'know? Should be nicer to me." He humphed and pouted... then burst out laughing a moment later. "She'd question you being sick, but not having a bad hair day? Wu, buddy, you're joking right?" Even Duo didn't think he was that particular with his hair!

He couldn't hold his severe expression very long, not with Duo being so delightful. Beneath him. Just the idea sent a shiver through him, and if he was already half-hard again, well. That was all Duo's fault, wasn't it?

He snorted softly, shaking his head and letting said hair fan out around him. "I wish I were, but she knows me too well," he sighed, running a hand over his hair, tugging it into a ponytail and letting it loose again. It was longer than it had been during the war, almost to the bottom of his shoulder blades now. "I do keep my... sensitivity about it fairly close to the chest, I suppose, but I'm nearly as attached to my hair as you are to yours."

And he leaned down, to kiss that delicate, sensitive place he'd prodded with his finger. And maybe slid his hips a little lower as he did, half to see if Duo was feeling as amorous as he was, and half just so he could reach the spot he wanted to kiss.

Duo watched the movement of those long, elegant fingers as they gathered dark strands of hair and let them go again. The way Wufei's hair fell around his face was strangely breath-taking. It was amazing how different he looked with it up and down. With it down there was an almost elfin look about him. Something sweet but mischievous. Duo liked the effect.

"I'm just kinda used to my hair like this now. It'd be weird to let it go." Once upon a time he really was attached to it in an almost obsessive way. These days? It was just a part of him. An extension of himself he was used to. But if it came down to it, he'd lose it over a limb any day.

"I like yours better." Duo brought a hand up, even as Wufei was leaning down, to card his fingers through his lovers hair. Watched as the locks of raven black hair filtered through his fingers. Then sighed when lips touched his chest. The lips were distraction enough that he didn't much realise that Wufei was shifting down a bit. Nor to realise that his body had very much reacted to their positions and Wufei's proximity. How could it not? If there was one thing that was sure to turn Duo on, it was Chang Wufei.

Wufei hummed softly. "My hair is all I have left of my family," he admitted. "Keeping it long like this was a tradition, and one I intend to uphold." The only other things he still had from before the war were his sword and his wife's funerary tablet. The hair was far more meaningful.

He shifted up a little, giving Duo a sweet little kiss. "You know," he murmured, knowing full well he might be on the verge of breaking the mood, but preferring that to letting things get too melancholy. "If you get semen in my hair, I won't even have to lie." He even batted his eyelashes.

Yeah, that was one hell of a way to break the mood. Duo had felt a sudden urge to just hold Wufei. Hold him and make a vow to protect his hair at all costs! A silly notion but, dammit, if it meant that much to Wufei then it meant just as much to Duo.

Then he had to go and say that... And Duo burst out laughing, shocked into a full, loud laugh that took him by surprise.

Yeah. Okay. Wufei had him there. Though he was pretty sure a good wash and shampoo could get it out well enough... technically it was true.

"Dammit, Wufei! Don't make me feel feelings and then throw somethin' like that at me!" The emotional whiplash was tough, but he found himself grinning as he leaned up a bit so he could catch Wufei's lips in return kiss. "I'd hate to dirty up your hair though... But I can't help if some goes astray..."

Wufei grinned when Duo laughed, tension that had taken root flowing away under the warmth of that voice. He returned the kiss with a happy hum. "Sex is no fun if we're sad while we're having it," he replied lightly. "I had to ruin the mood to un-ruin the mood," and then he rolled his hips against Duo's, letting out a little groan as he leaned in for another, longer kiss as one hand reached for Duo's, guiding it down his hip to the curve of his ass. An invitation, of sorts.

"Mood was never ruined, babe. But I'm not gonna knock your methods." Because at the very least he'd gotten a good laugh out of it. And now? Now he was echoing Wufei's groan, losing the sound in the lips that covered his and swallowed it up. His eyes closed, tongue reaching out to deepen the kiss further, even as his hand was guided away from where it rested to elsewhere. Duo accepted the invitation with pleasure. He had the stamina of a Gundam Pilot, after all. He was good to go for the rest of the night, Wufei willing.

Wufei was quite happy to keep going, and it was nothing short of exhilarating. The later it got, the more willing he was to explore things he'd never tried, asking for things he'd previously assumed were simply not for him. It was pretty obvious he'd developed some hang-ups somewhere along the line, but he was comfortable enough with Duo to start dismantling some of them already.

At least he was until three in the morning rolled around, and he finally took a closer look at the clock, only to start laughing. It was an almost manic sound and he managed to cut himself off after a moment with a breathless "fuck," as he slowly sat up. "Tomorrow. Today, rather. Is Saturday. And I'm riding a desk," and technically Duo, at the moment.

Wufei wasn't the only one finally able to explore his limits, discovering things he'd never dreamed of and reliving things that had only ever existed in his dreams. His time with Wufei was nothing short of magical. He was open to everything Wufei suggested of them, sharing in his excitement and wonder. He hated that Wufei had these concerns and was more than willing to do away with each and every one of them! Together they'd make up for lost time.

When Wufei laughed and spoke of days, Duo had to really think about what that meant. Because he'd been so wrapped up in the moment that weeks could have gone by and he wouldn't have cared. He sat up too. Following Wufei with a hand resting at the small of his back. Duo tilted his head and pressed warm lips to his lovers throat. "Should probably think of sleepin then, huh?" Since calling in sick was apparently frowned upon.

As Duo sat up, Wufei let out a little sigh that was starting to be a signal that Duo was doing something right but not nearly firmly enough. "What I meant is," and here he had to force himself to concentrate, because he could just melt with those lips on his neck. "I have weekends off now. Unless Une calls," which was very unlikely.

He sank a hand into Duo's hair, tipping his head back to let Duo have everything he wanted, and closed his eyes. "If I quit my job we can just keep going forever," he added, almost as an afterthought. He could die happy just doing this for the rest of his life.

"So I've got you all to myself?" Duo purred, smirking at the very idea. A whole weekend? Wufei was going to be lucky if Duo let him leave the bedroom.

"Then quit." He'd support it. Maybe later when he wasn't high on the feelings of love and pleasure Wufei evoked within him, he'd laugh about that. But right then it seemed like the most logical thing in the world. "Stay with me." There was a slight rumble to his voice now, a near growl as he let teeth graze that soft flesh of Wufei's neck. Lips found where he could feel the flutter of a pulse just below warm skin and latched on, marking him once again.

Wufei hummed in agreement, letting out a low chuckle when Duo told him to quit, a full-blown shudder running through him at the shift in Duo's tone that ended with a whimper lifting from his lips.

He was completely, totally Duo's in that moment, rocking his hips down to meet Duo's as he was marked yet again. "Okay," he replied breathlessly, his other hand sliding down Duo's back, brushing across scars and seeking out those sensitive places between them, to drag his nails. "I'm all yours." And oh, he meant it all the way down to the bottom of his soul.

Duo tended to be an easy-going man by nature. Hard to ruffle. Calm under fire. Wufei brought out a side of him that few had ever seen. A possessiveness that was rooted in a deep feeling of love than a desire to own. He'd dreamed of being like this with Wufei for so long. Now he was 'all his' and Duo was elated! Someone for his very own. Someone he could hold, he could love and never let go of. Someone who had been through some of the same horrors as himself and survived.

That was the key point there. Almost everyone he'd cared about had died. But Wufei was a survivor. He was a survivor and he was his.

A low groan was pulled from Duo as Wufei moved against him and used those nails of his to rake up his back some more. Duo teased the spot he'd been marking with the tip of his tongue before he moved up a little more. "Keep moving." He urged in that same deep, passion laden voice. "Ride me, Wufei. Prove you're mine." There was a hint of teasing in Duo's voice then, a hint punctuated with a nip of teeth just above Wufei's adam's apple.

How the hell was he supposed to do anything when Duo used that voice on him? A shudder worked it’s way through his whole body, and with it he managed to find the ability to move. He shifted his legs into a better position and rocked his hips towards Duo’s. “If you want me to do it properly, you’ll have to lie back so you can enjoy the view,” how he was stringing words together he did not know, but they were breathy little things meant only for Duo’s ears. A secret, held between lovers in those perfect moments.

He smirked a little, hands sliding to Duo’s chest, giving him a gentle shove as he was nipped at, not able to stifle the laugh it brought out of him. Everything about this night was magical, and Wufei didn’t intend to let it end any time soon. Time could fuck off as far as he was concerned.

How Wufei was stringing words together, Duo didn't know either. Maybe he wasn't working hard enough to scramble his brains? Though if he was honest, he loved listening to Wufei. Whether he was moaning and screaming in pleasure of just talking to him. And that breathless tone was a surprising turn on. So when he was pushed back, Duo fell back onto the bed with very little effort.

Duo chuckled himself, more in reaction to Wufei's laugh than anything he'd found funny, and then dropped his hands to grip Wufei's hips. "I enjoy the view no matter what angle I'm at." He smiled. "You're beautiful, Wu."

His blush started to spread down his throat and towards his chest as he looked down at Duo, a little smile playing at his lips as he started to move. "If you say that in any other tone, I might take it as an insult," he replied, letting out a quiet groan as he rocked his hips down, letting the pace increase slowly as he slid his hands up and down Duo's chest. This time he was quieter, his moans and groans soft little things that matched the shift in intensity.

It had started out as a frantic need for physical release and now he was losing himself in the more emotional aspect of things. "Don't ever stop looking at me like this," he pleaded, his hands sliding onto Duo's, fingers brushing together as he rose and fell, hardly blinking. It was almost like he was afraid Duo would vanish if he closed his eyes for even such a short time.

What tone? What had he said that was an insult? Wufei was a beautiful man. He didn't think there was a single way of looking at him that he wouldn't like. Duo thought he was being flattering. Maybe he missed the mark? But before he could answer Wufei had started to move and then words and thoughts became all the more difficult for him.

Gods but he loved how Wufei sounded right then. Whether he was screaming out in pleasure or giving him those quiet, intimate moans, Duo found it to be music to his ears. He wanted more. He shifted his own hips, timed it right and met Wufei with a deep groan of his own.

"Never..." He replied, taking the hands that fell into his, twining their fingers and watched the beautiful man above him move. But it was the eyes that captivated him the most. So dark he could see himself, but so full of feeling... "I've always watched you... You're all I see."

It wasn't so much that Wufei was insulted when Duo said it, but pretty much anyone else who had dared had done so while attempting to insult or intimidate him. On Duo's voice it was an entirely different thing.

When Duo's hips shifted, met his own, it startled a louder moan out of him, his eyes fluttering closed for a few seconds, mouth falling open. He drew a deep breath as he rocked himself upwards again, forcing his eyes open once more, just so he could gaze into Duo's. It was unlike anything he'd ever had before.

"I love you," he said, barely above a whisper. They were dangerous words, he knew, but the emotion was so overwhelming he couldn't hold them back.

Once he'd moved he couldn't be stopped. Duo wasn't a lazy man and he had decided he was most definitely not a lazy lover. Laying back and letting Wufei do all the work just wasn't going to be his style. He shifted his legs to press his feet against the mattress to give himself better purchase and continued to match Wufei's rhythm. Thrusting his hips up to meet him each time.

Though there was a frozen moment when he caught those dark, fathomless eyes and watched kiss swollen lips move in a way he hadn't expected. But a way he'd wanted to only moments before. Duo had wanted to say it. Had been dying to say it. But hadn't wanted to ruin the mood but rushing too fast. Wufei clearly didn't have that worry.

Duo, breathing quicker, heart pounding, just stared for a long moment as he tried to get his head around those words, repeated them within his mind several times before he pulled his hands free of Wufei's. Once they were free he reached up and grabbed the other, yanking him down to his chest and kissed him. Passion, love and a deep reverence were in that kiss. And between them were words echoed back. "Love you... Gods, Wufei, I love you, too."

It wasn't so much that Wufei didn't have the worry, he just couldn't hold it in any longer. Duo had shown him, in so many ways over the last couple of days, that this was where he belonged. Where he was safe. He was more than a little terrified that he'd said too much too soon when Duo stared at him, as he stopped moving and waited, breath held, for Duo's response.

He shuddered as they kissed, digging a hand into Duo's hair and curling his fingers tightly in the strands, his own little possessive streak finally making an appearance. There were tears, too, but he ignored them, kissing back and holding on and even laughing softly as Duo spoke. "I know," he replied, his voice warm a full of emotion. "I can feel it, every time you touch me. Or look at me. When you make love to me," as if they'd been doing it for years. And to punctuate the remark, he rocked his hips towards Duo, letting out another breathless laugh.

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