sweetestsurrender | { Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

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{ Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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It wasn't so much that Wufei didn't have the worry, he just couldn't hold it in any longer. Duo had shown him, in so many ways over the last couple of days, that this was where he belonged. Where he was safe. He was more than a little terrified that he'd said too much too soon when Duo stared at him, as he stopped moving and waited, breath held, for Duo's response.

He shuddered as they kissed, digging a hand into Duo's hair and curling his fingers tightly in the strands, his own little possessive streak finally making an appearance. There were tears, too, but he ignored them, kissing back and holding on and even laughing softly as Duo spoke. "I know," he replied, his voice warm a full of emotion. "I can feel it, every time you touch me. Or look at me. When you make love to me," as if they'd been doing it for years. And to punctuate the remark, he rocked his hips towards Duo, letting out another breathless laugh.

They kissed. He could feel the tears falling from Wufei to land on his own cheeks but he ignored them too. He wasn't stupid. Happy tears were acceptable, so long as Wufei could keep kissing him like this, kissing him and saying such wonderful things. Amazing things that Duo had longed to hear. From anyone.

Hands were in his hair, fingers tugging slightly, pulling a groan from Duo that was followed by another, louder moan when Wufei moved again. "Fuck... Wu, like that... don't stop doing that...!"

Wufei laughed breathlessly, falling easily into rhythm as he rode Duo. He twisted his hand, tugging firmly on Duo's hair. "This?" he asked, punctuating each thrust with a tug, every time their hips met. His kisses slid down Duo's jaw, to his neck, finding his lover's pulse and mimicking its beat with his tongue.

That hadn't actually been what he'd meant, but damn if he loved the misunderstanding. Why the hell was Wufei tugging at his hair such a good feeling? By all logic and reason it should have annoyed him. If someone yanked on his braid he didn't get a bone he genuinely considered decking that person. And yet right now his head had tipped, leaning more into those tugging fingers and moaning like an unashamed slut.

Lips on his neck, a tongue teasing the sensitive skin there and Wufei bouncing and grinding was all too much for Duo. Too much simulation all at once.

Duo's hands on Wufei's hips gripped tighter as he bucked up harder, groaning and calling Wufei's name as he gave in to his release with one last, gasping shout of pleasure.

The sounds were positively sinful, and shot straight to Wufei's erection as he moved with Duo, biting down a bit harder than intended when he joined Duo in climax, though there was hardly any evidence of it after -- after three, four? He'd lost count -- previous orgasms, there just wasn't anything left.

He collapsed atop Duo, panting against his neck and pressing a soft kiss to the mark he'd left behind. "Sorry," he whispered, even though he knew damn well he had plenty of marks himself. He carefully pulled his hand free of Duo's hair, and brushed his fingers down his lover's shoulder, not willing to move any more than that, at the moment.

"Don't be.." Duo rasped, arms folding around Wufei once he'd collapsed atop him, holding onto him as tight as his trembling arms would allow.

"I liked it." Too damn much! He probably shouldn't have admitted to it, Wufei was apparently a tease and letting him know his weak points was dangerous. But Duo didn't care. He was loving every second with the man. Every moment was pleasure and joy. "Loved it. Love you... Hah, I think...theres a limit to that...gundam pilot stamina stuff."

He laughed softly, pressing another kiss to the mark. "I do believe we found it together," he agreed, nuzzling his nose against Duo's neck. "We should probably get something to eat before we pass out," or they'd both feel awful in the morning. As much as he didn't want to move, he knew his body was going to complain if he didn't and food would have additional benefit, too. "And maybe a shower for me, I'm a mess," he laughed again.

He kept his head tilted, eyes closed and gave a soft, happy sigh. Duo was loving the attention to his neck, it was making it hard to focus on Wufei's words though. The equally happy haze fogging his mind also made thinking and forming words just that little bit more difficult.

Duo raised a hand so he could comb his fingers through silky black hair.

"You're expecting me to move...? Coulda told me an hour ago... or two..." Just how long had they been in bed for? Time had lost all meaning to him. Which meant they probably should eat. A couple slices of pizza and a hell of a workout later wasn't going to cut it.

Then he grinned. "We could share a shower?"

Wufei groaned, pushing himself up on his hands and stretching his back as he slid off of Duo and flopped onto his side with a sigh. "An hour or two ago I was far too busy to think about pesky little things like feeding myself or getting out of this bed," he replied, and leaned in to kiss that grin. "It would be environmentally responsible," he reasoned, and grinned right back as he slid out of the bed.

He wasn't even limping as he walked to the bathroom and cranked on the showerhead to a temperature that could best be described as tepid.

Duo almost grabbed Wufei to yank him back into bed, but knew there was no point. They were getting up. Still, he lay there a moment more to watch Wufei go, his grin widened.

He was a damn fine looking man. The way he moved was liquid, smooth and unhurried. It was clear that Wufei was a fighter with just how controlled his movements were. Even when he was relaxed. He could have watched him walk all night, but Wufei had already disappeared into the bathroom. So he followed.

Getting out of bed, he made a mental note to get clean bedding before they fell back into there, and then padded off to the bathroom to join Wufei.

He was still grinning even as he grabbed at the end of his braid, a thing that had somehow remained mostly intact throughout the night, and began to unravel it.

Wufei might have been a little more intentional with his movements than usual, knowing Duo's eyes were on him as he moved.

When Duo joined him in the bathroom, he had his hand under the showerhead, testing the water temperature, and glanced over his shoulder at his lover. His face lit up with blush when he realized Duo was letting down his braid, and quickly averted his gaze. As if there were anything at all to find embarrassing about the situation.

"Are you a blisteringly hot shower kind of guy, or do you prefer the water cooler?"

Duo gave Wufei a funny look when he turned away so fast. His fingers stilled, a wave of insecurity washed through him and he considered just rebinding his hair and doing his best to keep it away from the water. But quickly realised he was being silly. Eventually Wufei would see him with his hair down, he couldn't escape it completely. So he took a breath and finished what he was doing.

"Depends on a lotta things, Wu. But maybe go for somethin cooler with the both of us in there? Just not ball shrivelling cold, yeah?" Duo laughed and placed his hair tie on the sink, somewhere safe, before shaking out his hair.

"I have never in my life used a water temperature Yuy would approve of," Wufei replied with an arrogant little sniff as he adjusted the water a little warmer and stepped in. Then he looked back, took a moment to let his gaze wander over Duo's hair and...

Yup. It was having an effect. Despite the marathon session they'd just had. He blushed all the way down his chest before he averted his gaze again, and inspected the bottles in the shower, to find the shampoo.

Duo laughed. That was good enough for him!

Inside the shower there were several bottles, shampoo, conditioner and shower gel. Duo had made his way into the shower behind Wufei and reached around him to snag the half bottle of shampoo. It was lightly scented with lavender. He liked the smell and would kick the ass of anyone who questioned him.

"Are you a hair first or body first kinda guy?" He asked with a grin.

"Hair," Wufei replied, watching the shampoo dart past. "My skin does not behave well if I don't wash the conditioner off my shoulders with soap." He turned to face Duo, tipping his head back to get his hair properly soaked, and held his hand out for some of the shampoo. And tried very hard to ignore the fact that he was, somehow, half-hard again.

"Nuh-uh." He grinned and poured some of the shampoo onto his own hands. Now Wufei had turned to face him it was much easier.

Duo reached around and put the bottle back before he lifted both hands and began lathering up Wufei's silky, wet locks of pitch black hair. He liked doing this, okay? Call it a guilty pleasure. He'd washed Hilde's hair a few times, not quite like this, but there had definitely been a little pleasure in the activity.

"So you're pretty sensitive, huh? I'll remember that." As he spoke he carded his fingers slowly through Wufei's hair, then pulled his hands back so that he could gently but firmly get the shampoo worked down to the roots, giving his scalp a bit of a massage at the same time.

"I believe the week's events have made that abundantly clear," he replied, that blush roaring back to life as Duo's hands slid into his hair. He hadn't had anyone touch it in years, aside from Duo these last few days. It wasn't helping his problem go away, but he was trying very hard to pretend he didn't have it in the first place.

"Everyone at work thinks I haven't got a sensitive bone in my body, except for Sally and Une. They're convinced that Yuy and I were both made in some sort of super soldier factory," he rolled his eyes, and leaned into Duo's touch when he found a particularly sensitive spot near the base of his skull.

Duo chuckled and focused a bit more on that spot that seemed to please Wufei. He used his fingertips and sometimes his nails to gently massage.

"You musta broke the mould then. But I'm glad I get to see this side of you and no one else does." Sally and Une didn't count, they knew but didn't see what Duo was seeing. "I like this side of you."

Wufei's eyes drifted closed, smiling as he leaned into the touch, his cheeks still burning with blush. "It's only for family," he admitted softly. "It's... my culture doesn't allow affection in public," and gods, he was starved for it. It had been years since he'd allowed anyone to touch him so casually, since he'd allowed himself to return it. He slid his arms up, around Duo's neck, pulling him closer. "This smells nice," he added. "You're going to let me return this favor?" he asked, fingers toying with a little of Duo's hair.

"We're not in public. This is as private as you can get." Duo grinned but didn't argue further, what he did was allow Wufei to pull him down and when he was close enough, he kissed him.

"You wanna wash my hair too?" There was an odd little note of hope in his voice then. Duo actually enjoyed having his hair touched. Especially brushed. It's just that he'd never felt that comfortable around the guys to ask... He'd come close to asking Quatre once but realised it would probably be weird. It was a guilty pleasure, a throwback to his time at the Maxwell Church. And something he was more than happy to allow Wufei to do.

"Indeed," he agreed, and returned the kiss with as much warmth and sweetness as he knew how.

He blinked his eyes open at that little note of hope, his brows going up. "You would let me?" he said it like Duo had just offered him the sun and the moon and every penny of Quatre's net worth.

Duo pulled his hands out of Wufei's hair to cup his cheeks, smiled and leaned in to kiss him again. He lingered there for a moment longer before speaking against his lips.

"I'd let you. I'd really like it." And so, with a wide grin, he let go of Wufei's face and winked before he turned himself around. His hair was a bit more complicated. The mass of chestnut waves extended far down his back, all the way to his ass. Washing from the front would have been tricky for Wufei, even Duo would pull it over his shoulder to deal with it half the time.

He returned the kiss with a smile, and even returned that wide grin when Duo affirmed that he did, in fact, want Wufei handling his hair. He wasn't sure which part was more enticing, getting to touch something he'd considered forbidden, or the intimacy and trust the request implied.

Either way, he was going to treat Duo's hair with the care it deserved, and poured a generous helping of shampoo into his hand, starting to work it into the hair from the bottom up. "Is it rude to confess I've always wanted to touch it? To see it down like this?" The whole thing was going to be a mass of snarls when they got out of the shower, but that just meant he'd get to spend even longer with his hands in it, teasing out every little knot and snarl.

"It's not rude... If I'd known I woulda let you." If Wufei had come to him honest curiosity and no judgment he most definitely would have let his hair down, even let him touch it. It was a bit of a weird thing to consider but, now that he knew that Wufei had liked him, it made a bit more sense.

Duo gave a soft sigh and closed his eyes, head tipping back just a little.

"When I was a kid I had a complex about my hair. Hated people touchin it. When I was on the streets it earned me a bit of leeway, marks'd think I was a girl sometimes. Till I opened my mouth. Later I was bullied for it. First time in a school and I hated it. But... I liked my hair this way. Sister Helen wanted to cut it, but when I said no she braided it instead. Always had it braided since that day. She was the one who showed me how to look after it. She'd brush it out before bed every night I lived there." With his eyes closed and his back turned to Wufei, the words came easy. Duo didn't mean to say nearly as much as he did but the words just tumbled out.

Wufei listened as he lathered the soap into the long strands, and when Duo finished, he leaned forward to press a kiss to Duo's shoulder. "Then it seems that this type of affection must only be for your family, too," and if his voice was a little thick, well so what? He'd known Duo was an orphan, that he'd grown up in a much rougher environment than Wufei had been blessed with. He knew better than to ask after Sister Helen, knew that Duo wouldn't just leave family behind if they were still alive, but it warmed him to know that Duo had experienced a mother's love, even if it wasn't long lasting. "It seems likely she would be honored that you still wear your hair that way."

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