sweetestsurrender | { Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

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{ Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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"I believe the week's events have made that abundantly clear," he replied, that blush roaring back to life as Duo's hands slid into his hair. He hadn't had anyone touch it in years, aside from Duo these last few days. It wasn't helping his problem go away, but he was trying very hard to pretend he didn't have it in the first place.

"Everyone at work thinks I haven't got a sensitive bone in my body, except for Sally and Une. They're convinced that Yuy and I were both made in some sort of super soldier factory," he rolled his eyes, and leaned into Duo's touch when he found a particularly sensitive spot near the base of his skull.

Duo chuckled and focused a bit more on that spot that seemed to please Wufei. He used his fingertips and sometimes his nails to gently massage.

"You musta broke the mould then. But I'm glad I get to see this side of you and no one else does." Sally and Une didn't count, they knew but didn't see what Duo was seeing. "I like this side of you."

Wufei's eyes drifted closed, smiling as he leaned into the touch, his cheeks still burning with blush. "It's only for family," he admitted softly. "It's... my culture doesn't allow affection in public," and gods, he was starved for it. It had been years since he'd allowed anyone to touch him so casually, since he'd allowed himself to return it. He slid his arms up, around Duo's neck, pulling him closer. "This smells nice," he added. "You're going to let me return this favor?" he asked, fingers toying with a little of Duo's hair.

"We're not in public. This is as private as you can get." Duo grinned but didn't argue further, what he did was allow Wufei to pull him down and when he was close enough, he kissed him.

"You wanna wash my hair too?" There was an odd little note of hope in his voice then. Duo actually enjoyed having his hair touched. Especially brushed. It's just that he'd never felt that comfortable around the guys to ask... He'd come close to asking Quatre once but realised it would probably be weird. It was a guilty pleasure, a throwback to his time at the Maxwell Church. And something he was more than happy to allow Wufei to do.

"Indeed," he agreed, and returned the kiss with as much warmth and sweetness as he knew how.

He blinked his eyes open at that little note of hope, his brows going up. "You would let me?" he said it like Duo had just offered him the sun and the moon and every penny of Quatre's net worth.

Duo pulled his hands out of Wufei's hair to cup his cheeks, smiled and leaned in to kiss him again. He lingered there for a moment longer before speaking against his lips.

"I'd let you. I'd really like it." And so, with a wide grin, he let go of Wufei's face and winked before he turned himself around. His hair was a bit more complicated. The mass of chestnut waves extended far down his back, all the way to his ass. Washing from the front would have been tricky for Wufei, even Duo would pull it over his shoulder to deal with it half the time.

He returned the kiss with a smile, and even returned that wide grin when Duo affirmed that he did, in fact, want Wufei handling his hair. He wasn't sure which part was more enticing, getting to touch something he'd considered forbidden, or the intimacy and trust the request implied.

Either way, he was going to treat Duo's hair with the care it deserved, and poured a generous helping of shampoo into his hand, starting to work it into the hair from the bottom up. "Is it rude to confess I've always wanted to touch it? To see it down like this?" The whole thing was going to be a mass of snarls when they got out of the shower, but that just meant he'd get to spend even longer with his hands in it, teasing out every little knot and snarl.

"It's not rude... If I'd known I woulda let you." If Wufei had come to him honest curiosity and no judgment he most definitely would have let his hair down, even let him touch it. It was a bit of a weird thing to consider but, now that he knew that Wufei had liked him, it made a bit more sense.

Duo gave a soft sigh and closed his eyes, head tipping back just a little.

"When I was a kid I had a complex about my hair. Hated people touchin it. When I was on the streets it earned me a bit of leeway, marks'd think I was a girl sometimes. Till I opened my mouth. Later I was bullied for it. First time in a school and I hated it. But... I liked my hair this way. Sister Helen wanted to cut it, but when I said no she braided it instead. Always had it braided since that day. She was the one who showed me how to look after it. She'd brush it out before bed every night I lived there." With his eyes closed and his back turned to Wufei, the words came easy. Duo didn't mean to say nearly as much as he did but the words just tumbled out.

Wufei listened as he lathered the soap into the long strands, and when Duo finished, he leaned forward to press a kiss to Duo's shoulder. "Then it seems that this type of affection must only be for your family, too," and if his voice was a little thick, well so what? He'd known Duo was an orphan, that he'd grown up in a much rougher environment than Wufei had been blessed with. He knew better than to ask after Sister Helen, knew that Duo wouldn't just leave family behind if they were still alive, but it warmed him to know that Duo had experienced a mother's love, even if it wasn't long lasting. "It seems likely she would be honored that you still wear your hair that way."

"Heh, nah she'd be too pissed at me for everything else to be bothered by that. She hated me fighting. So what do I do? Go join the war, get myself a big ass Gundam and go off to cause havoc and destruction wherever I went." But he liked to think she would have at least smiled at the way he kept her memory alive. Even just a little.

"She'd have liked you. Woulda called you a 'good influence' on me." Duo grinned. "You'd have hated me back then. I was a little shit with a chip on his shoulder. It's no wonder I got my ass kicked so much. Good thing I grew outta that." He was joking, or trying to. The memories of his childhood were generally painful and Duo was skirting around a good many of them, doing his best to keep things on the lighter side. Heavy conversations were for nights when he was drunk and feeling melancholy, not when he had a beautiful man stroking gentle fingers through his hair.

Wufei laughed softly, pressing more kisses to Duo's shoulders as he worked. "I probably would have, you sound like my wife," he teased. "She always wanted to fight, wanted to make the world a better place, and I had my head stuck in the library. I'd lost my parents rather young and decided it meant there was no meaning to life at all. Everything was the way it would be, and nothing really mattered."

He reached Duo's scalp, started massaging the shampoo in. "But we've both changed since then, and despite taking a violent path, we've managed to forge peace. We didn't keep fighting when we didn't have to anymore," if one conveniently ignored the Mariemaia incident, at least on Wufei's side of the equation. "We've earned this peace, if we can just let it in," he sighed heavily, fingers working diligently as he rested his cheek against Duo's shoulder. He grimaced, turned to press his forehead to Duo's skin instead. "I'm afraid I might never learn how."

Wufei didn't really know how to do 'light' conversation. He was either rude or extremely emotional, he didn't really have an in-between.

The kisses were nice, but they were just a small distraction from the sound of Wufei's voice over his shoulder. Duo felt an ache in his chest and wanted so much to turn around, but maybe Wufei felt the same about finding it easier to talk when you could hide away?

"I don't know if I wanted to make the world a better place... I was a ball of anger and hurt, I wanted to lash out..." But maybe he would have liked Wufei's wife, or she would have liked him? Duo hoped she would have.

When he felt Wufei lean against his shoulder, he brought a hand up to rest it upon his head and leaned his cheek to the side, pressing his own cheek against the top of Wufei's head. "I think you can, Wu. Together we can." He smiled gently. "You're stuck with me now."

"I may have said I was coming to change the world, but really I just wanted revenge on Oz and Treize for my wife's death," and when he'd finally gotten it, it had been bitter and unsatisfying.

He slid one of his hands out of Duo's hair so he could wrap the arm around his lover's hips. "Why do I get the feeling you'll force the peace down my throat whether I like it or not?" he asked, not quite able to stop himself from smiling, closing his eyes against the shampoo now oozing down his face.

"Yeah. Revenge." it's what had driven him too. What had driven him for a very long time. "... Maybe another day I'll tell you more of my story. I'm not nearly drunk enough."

Feeling the arm around him Duo finally turned back around and easily pushed Wufei back under the spray of the shower, the warm water cascading down around them as he leaned in for a kiss. Slow, passionate and full of love. Duo held him close to his chest, cradling him there. "Not peace..." He spoke between kisses. "Safety. Security. A home. Love. That's what I can offer you, Wu. I won't say we'll have peace. We're gonna fight and argue, someone'll sleep on the sofa at some point. But you'll always have a home with me."

Edited 2021-12-23 03:32 (UTC)

Fuck. He was glad Duo had him under the water while he was saying that, because he was crying again. He returned the kisses, and even laughed when Duo said one of them would end up on the couch occasionally, wrapping his arms tightly around Duo. "Oh, good, Sally will finally get off my case about my living arrangements," he replied lightly, reaching up with one hand to wipe water away from his eyes so he could open them to look up at Duo again. "But even if all you could offer me was a single kiss, that would be enough," something to carry him through the darkest moments, when he felt most alone.

He'd not meant to make Wufei cry. That was the last thing he'd ever wanted to do. The sound of laughter was reassuring though and had Duo smiling in response. He brought a hand up to brush dark locks of wet hair from Wufei's face and chuckled himself.

"Anythin to get Sally off your case. But Wu... You really think I'd be satisfied with a single kiss? I won't settle for anything less than going to bed with you at night and waking up with you in the mornings. I want the whole thing. I want you. I need you with me... You will, won't you? You'll stay?"

His brows lifted at the confession. He'd known, had felt how much Duo loved him, had hoped to give Duo the same feeling, but apparently hadn't been quite as successful. "Duo," he said the name warmly, leaning up to kiss him lightly. "If my sense of propriety would allow it, I'd elope with you tonight."

It wasn't feelings that Duo was asking for confirmation on, it was whether Wufei planned on leaving at some point. Surely he had a home of his own, right? Duo was nervous of going this far so fast, but hadn't been able to help himself. Letting Wufei go seemed like it would be the worst thing he could possibly do. Though hearing Wufei say he'd elope was enough to get Duo laughing. He dropped his head down on his lovers shoulder, thick locks of chestnut hair falling over his own shoulder.

"Just staying with me's a good start." He smiled, turned his head and pressed a soft kiss to the side of Wufei's neck. "We can think bout the rest another time."

Wufei laughed, too. He couldn't help it, when Duo was so happy. It was infectious. "In that case, after I have slept in for the first time in at least a decade, I will go retrieve my things from storage," he promised, smiling warmly as he snagged the conditioner and started massaging it into Duo's hair. He'd made a mess of it and he'd never be able to untangle it without some kind of conditioner.

"I'll help." Duo offered, though it was less a question and more of a statement. He would go and help. He wanted to. They were at the start of the honeymoon phase of their relationship and being without Wufei now seemed... wrong. Being the clingy type was never Duo's style, and yet he had no plans of removing himself from Wufei's side for the next while. He would be forced to once Wufei returned to work though. Duo would begrudge that deeply. He was going to kick up a fuss. Maybe he ought to warn Wufei? Nah. That could be a surprise for later.

For now hands were back in his hair leaving Duo groaning softly. "I could really get used to this..."

"There's not much to help with," Wufei admitted, some of the laughter dying away, as he realized quite suddenly he was not going to get away with keeping his little secret. One that he was sure Duo would balk at, but... "Just my altar and a duffel bag of clothes in my storage unit. Everything else is already here."

And then he held his breath and kept massaging Duo's hair, hoping he wasn't about to get scolded too harshly.

Duo's eyes had fallen closed and remained closed even as Wufei spoke words that, for a few seconds, deeply confused him. Just why was Wufei's things in storage and just why did he have so few...?

"Wufei..." He started in a calm and even tone. "Where's the rest of your stuff?"

He let out a the breath on a sigh. "Floating in the debris field from my colony, I suspect." A bit uncalled for, maybe, but it wasn't exactly the first... discussion he'd ever had about his lack of material possessions. Or where he chose to store them.

He sighed. Eyes opened to find Wufei's. It was uncalled for. Duo'd had no intentions of making Wufei feel bad about anything. How could he? A former streetrat had no leg to stand on when it came to other people's living conditions.

His gaze shifted away for a moment. "I'm sorry. Didn't realise."

And now he felt like an ass, too. He slid his hands over Duo's back, pressed a kiss to his shoulder. "It's true that I haven't... rebuilt. Sally's always hounding me about it, so it's a bit of a sore spot," he admitted softly, and then decided to just. Come clean. "I've been living in hotels since the Mariemaia uprising, and before that I was staying with a distant branch of my family in China. I've not had the time nor the inclination to settle." But that was changing, with Duo. He had an anchor point now, a reason to call Brussels home more than any of the other places he was oft shipped off to. "That's part of why I'm having such difficulty being on desk duty while Sally's pregnant. It's not the work that's painful, its that I'm stuck in one place."

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