sweetestsurrender | { Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

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{ Hardest Thing To Say Meme }

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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Duo did laugh then, he was good enough to pull back so he wasn't laughing directly in Wufei's ear though.

"So forward. So bold. Wufei, never knew you had it in you!" He sounded so very pleased with himself as his hands dropped to pull Wufei's free of his pockets and tugged on him. Walking backwards a few steps he drew that beautiful, blushing man away from the kitchen counter. When he was away enough, Duo took Wufei's hand and lead him through the living room.

"That answered my follow up question though." He grinned over his shoulder and winked. "Give or receive. Doesn't make much of a difference to me." Duo's words were light, playful and teasingly cheerful, but his heart was hammering in his chest. There was nervousness there. Excitement. Never in his wildest dreams did he believe this could ever be a reality. And here he was, leading Chang Wufei into his bedroom and...

He managed a very, very sheepish grin for Duo as he was led away, but it dropped off his face when Duo said he'd been going to ask about giving or receiving. "I... what?" He was following, still red-faced but now zoning out a little as his brain tried to parse that properly while so intensely distracted. "You're not a top?" He'd somehow gotten it into his brain that these roles were hard-wired by biology and now he was trying to figure out first where he'd gotten the idea and second why it had seemed to make so much sense to him right up until this specific, magical moment.

"I've no idea." Duo laughed lightly and turned around, walking backwards into his bedroom and leading Wufei along with him. "This is a first for me, Wu. Maybe I'd like it both ways?" But even as the playful words left his lips, Duo realised that there was something a little wrong here.

Bringing them both to a stop he reached out for Wufei's other hand to take it. He gave both a gentle squeeze before moving in a little closer.

"Am I wrong? I mean, you've more experience with this than me. But I figured it was down to preference? If uh... if being..." He pulled a face then and shook his head. "Y'know something? Never liked those terms. If you'd prefer I make love to you, that's fine. But I'm just as fine if you wanna do the same to me. Or if you wanna do it some other way. But I'm not one way or another. I'm just me."

Wufei sensed the shift, too, as they both were realizing something was amiss. When Duo offered his other hand, Wufei took it without hesitation. He shook his head firmly as Duo spoke. When Duo called it making love he couldn't hide the little gasp as butterflies exploded through him.

"No, Duo," he said softly. "I just never thought about the possibility of being both. Before," with Treize, "it had always been something of a foregone conclusion, that I would be the, ah, receiving party," he was getting nervous again, and his big words were coming out like shields. "Reciprocation was never even alluded to, and it was such a peculiar thought, I--" he cut himself off before he could dig himself an entire grave to die in.

Might have been premature or antiquated, but it was a bit more less... clinical? Less emasculating than saying 'bottom'. But he did give Wufei a broad smile when he tried to use the same kind of language as himself. The smile didn't last long though, not with the rest of what Wufei had to say to him.

In the end Duo couldn't help himself. He tugged at Wufei, pulled him close and wrapped an arm around him and lifted his other hand to gently catch his chin. A gentle tilt and he leaned in for a soft kiss. "What he liked was one thing, if he was one thing that's on him. I'm not him. And you... have a choice. We can stick with what you know, but I'm an open minded kinda guy, Wu." Duo smiled again and leaned in for another kiss. "Just being with you like this'd be enough for me... You're literally a dream come true. You've no idea."

Oh, those words went straight to his center and turned him into something molten and beautiful. He returned the kiss when Duo offered it, easing himself closer and letting out a quiet sigh of delight. "I'm sorry," he kept bringing Treize up, because it was quite literally the only thing he had to compare their current situation to. "I want you," he cleared his throat again. "I want you to make love to me," and just saying it made him feel dizzy, so he leaned in for another kiss in the hopes of steadying himself.

Duo just shook his head. It... wasn't okay that Wufei kept bringing up that guy, but he could understand why. There was a little hope within him that maybe, if he was lucky, he could replace some of those memories with better ones. It was a bit selfish but Duo didn't care.

Hearing those words, a thrill ran up Duo's spine and the smile he gave could have lit up the room. He gathered Wufei in close, held him tight within his arms and gave Wufei that kiss he sought. "I want that too. I want you too." He spoke against warm lips, kissing between words even as he took a step back. Then another, taking them to the bed they would share that night.

It was the last time Wufei even thought about him, as he followed Duo into the bed, kissing and touching and losing himself in the moment. In the things that were so uniquely Duo that he couldn't possibly think of anyone else as he gave himself eagerly to his lover.

And when it was done, when he finally returned to himself in the glow of exertion and pleasure, he leaned in to kiss Duo again, breathless, and there was exactly one phrase that came to mind. "Holy shit."

It probably wasn't the best moment to laugh, but laugh he did. A full, happy laugh, if a little breathless. He was grinning, couldn't stop himself even if he wanted to, and was more than happy to return Wufei's kiss.

As first times went... it was pretty spectacular in his book. 10/10 would totally fuck again.

It was nothing like he'd imagined it would be. Nothing like the poorly timed fumble he'd had with Hilde. Nothing like his wildest imagination and horniest of wet dreams could conjure. It had been amazing. Wufei had been amazing. Duo, still chuckling, rolled onto his side and nuzzled the others shoulder before placing a kiss there and then another to lips.

"Nothin holy about what we just did, Wu."

He groaned happily, sliding his hand down Duo's side. "I don't know, isn't worshiping a god a holy act? Even if he happens to be the god of death?" he replied lightly, fingers tracing over the curve of his hipbone. "And singing your praises rather loudly, I'm afraid. Am I going to need to avert my gaze around the neighbors?" He wouldn't. He'd stare them down with his very best smug expression.

The little shit got another laugh. Wufei had him there.

How many times had he called himself 'The God of Death'? Too many to count. So in a way Wufei was probably right. Totally blasphemous and if there was an actual god he'd probably not be impressed, but that didn't bother Duo in the slightest.

His eyes closed for a moment, breath catching as delicate fingers danced along the curve of his rather sensitive hip. Duo shivered and with an arm around Wufei he pulled the other closer. "I like when you're loud." It took him by surprise at first but he was quick to like it, and even quicker to want to find ways to get Wufei to scream his pleasure. "The neighbours can deal with it. If they had any sense they'd have enjoyed it."

His lack of volume control had surprised him, too, the first time. And it had almost gotten him in damn big trouble, too.

Now? Now he could scream and the only consequences were irritable neighbors or maybe a noise complaint. He grinned between kisses, shifting closer. "Not too much, I hope," he murmured. "I'd much rather you get the bulk of the pleasure, seeing as you're a natural at providing it."

Duo smoothed a hand down Wufei's side, over his hip and then slowly back up again. Touching was something he enjoyed but never dared, or brushed off as nothing important. But his tactile nature was in full force right now and he couldn't get enough of Wufei's warm, smooth skin.

"Hah, flattery'll get you everywhere, Wu. Call it beginners luck, huh? Might have to keep practicing to make sure I was doing it right..." He smirked, trying hard not to laugh right then. It was so cheesey but he was living for every moment of it. Especially Wufei's smile. Gods but he loved that smile. "You're amazing."

Wufei had a secret that Duo was very close to unlocking with all this touching. He leaned into it with a hum, his eyes drifting to halfway closed.

"You do realize we both have the stamina of Gundam Pilots, right?" he teased, lifting his leg to hook it over Duo's thighs and pull him closer. "We could keep going until morning and I'd still look refreshed when I go into work tomorrow," which had him grinning.

But apparently Duo had properly scrambled his brain with that screw, because tomorrow was definitely a Saturday. The kind of day that people chained to desks at Preventers typically had off. Then again, Duo probably didn't want to know what kind of trouble Wufei got up to when someone forced a vacation day on him.

As if he was going to stop. He kept on running his hand up and down Wufei's body, adding in a strong thigh to the mix once the leg was hooked around him. Back up, fingertips dancing along the curve of Wufei's hip and around to his back and all the way up his spine. Then straight back down again. Duo wasn't even really focused on what he was doing much, he was busy watching the way his lover smiled. The way it softened his features. He did his best to commit it all to memory. Not that he believed for even a second that this was a one night affair. Duo had no intention of letting Wufei go now. Not without a damn good reason.

"Refreshed you might be, but walkin funny'll get you found out pretty quickly." Duo chuckled before he darted in to press a kiss to the tip of Wufei's nose and then one to his lips. He lingered there a little longer though, then sighed happily. "Call in sick...? Play hooky with me? I'll make it worth your while."

He leaned into every touch, and he'd be damned if he wasn't already starting to feel the warmth of arousal spreading through him. He could lie there with Duo for the rest of his life and die a happy man, his own finger seeking out those sensitive places he'd so recently discovered. The comment about him walking funny got a laugh, a little crinkle at the outer edges of his eyes as his nose was kissed, returning the second kiss with a hum.

When the kiss broke he rolled them both if Duo let him, putting the other man on his back and sitting up on Duo's hips with his most arrogant expression. "You don't honestly think that I'm going to put effort into hiding our relationship, do you? I never hide what I'm proud of."

And then he prodded Duo's chest with a finger. "If I call in sick, Sally will go break into my apartment, then send out a search team when she finds it empty." A sick day would be quite literally the most out of character excuse they could come up with. "Though she might believe it if I told her I got something terrible in my hair and wasn't coming in until I got it out."

He was more than happy to be rolled onto his back, his smile wide and merry at the change in position. Though now he needed a place to put his hands. And oh, would you look at that? They fit perfectly on a pair of slim hips. So that's where he set them, idly letting his thumbs brush across warm skin in slow stroking motions.

"Never said you'd hide out relationship, Wu." He really hoped he wouldn't. Duo had no intentions of hiding at all. Whatever was between them, whatever it could be, Duo was eager to find out and not shy about it.

"Ouch, hey... It was just an idea! No need to poke. I'm delicate and sensitive, y'know? Should be nicer to me." He humphed and pouted... then burst out laughing a moment later. "She'd question you being sick, but not having a bad hair day? Wu, buddy, you're joking right?" Even Duo didn't think he was that particular with his hair!

He couldn't hold his severe expression very long, not with Duo being so delightful. Beneath him. Just the idea sent a shiver through him, and if he was already half-hard again, well. That was all Duo's fault, wasn't it?

He snorted softly, shaking his head and letting said hair fan out around him. "I wish I were, but she knows me too well," he sighed, running a hand over his hair, tugging it into a ponytail and letting it loose again. It was longer than it had been during the war, almost to the bottom of his shoulder blades now. "I do keep my... sensitivity about it fairly close to the chest, I suppose, but I'm nearly as attached to my hair as you are to yours."

And he leaned down, to kiss that delicate, sensitive place he'd prodded with his finger. And maybe slid his hips a little lower as he did, half to see if Duo was feeling as amorous as he was, and half just so he could reach the spot he wanted to kiss.

Duo watched the movement of those long, elegant fingers as they gathered dark strands of hair and let them go again. The way Wufei's hair fell around his face was strangely breath-taking. It was amazing how different he looked with it up and down. With it down there was an almost elfin look about him. Something sweet but mischievous. Duo liked the effect.

"I'm just kinda used to my hair like this now. It'd be weird to let it go." Once upon a time he really was attached to it in an almost obsessive way. These days? It was just a part of him. An extension of himself he was used to. But if it came down to it, he'd lose it over a limb any day.

"I like yours better." Duo brought a hand up, even as Wufei was leaning down, to card his fingers through his lovers hair. Watched as the locks of raven black hair filtered through his fingers. Then sighed when lips touched his chest. The lips were distraction enough that he didn't much realise that Wufei was shifting down a bit. Nor to realise that his body had very much reacted to their positions and Wufei's proximity. How could it not? If there was one thing that was sure to turn Duo on, it was Chang Wufei.

Wufei hummed softly. "My hair is all I have left of my family," he admitted. "Keeping it long like this was a tradition, and one I intend to uphold." The only other things he still had from before the war were his sword and his wife's funerary tablet. The hair was far more meaningful.

He shifted up a little, giving Duo a sweet little kiss. "You know," he murmured, knowing full well he might be on the verge of breaking the mood, but preferring that to letting things get too melancholy. "If you get semen in my hair, I won't even have to lie." He even batted his eyelashes.

Yeah, that was one hell of a way to break the mood. Duo had felt a sudden urge to just hold Wufei. Hold him and make a vow to protect his hair at all costs! A silly notion but, dammit, if it meant that much to Wufei then it meant just as much to Duo.

Then he had to go and say that... And Duo burst out laughing, shocked into a full, loud laugh that took him by surprise.

Yeah. Okay. Wufei had him there. Though he was pretty sure a good wash and shampoo could get it out well enough... technically it was true.

"Dammit, Wufei! Don't make me feel feelings and then throw somethin' like that at me!" The emotional whiplash was tough, but he found himself grinning as he leaned up a bit so he could catch Wufei's lips in return kiss. "I'd hate to dirty up your hair though... But I can't help if some goes astray..."

Wufei grinned when Duo laughed, tension that had taken root flowing away under the warmth of that voice. He returned the kiss with a happy hum. "Sex is no fun if we're sad while we're having it," he replied lightly. "I had to ruin the mood to un-ruin the mood," and then he rolled his hips against Duo's, letting out a little groan as he leaned in for another, longer kiss as one hand reached for Duo's, guiding it down his hip to the curve of his ass. An invitation, of sorts.

"Mood was never ruined, babe. But I'm not gonna knock your methods." Because at the very least he'd gotten a good laugh out of it. And now? Now he was echoing Wufei's groan, losing the sound in the lips that covered his and swallowed it up. His eyes closed, tongue reaching out to deepen the kiss further, even as his hand was guided away from where it rested to elsewhere. Duo accepted the invitation with pleasure. He had the stamina of a Gundam Pilot, after all. He was good to go for the rest of the night, Wufei willing.

Wufei was quite happy to keep going, and it was nothing short of exhilarating. The later it got, the more willing he was to explore things he'd never tried, asking for things he'd previously assumed were simply not for him. It was pretty obvious he'd developed some hang-ups somewhere along the line, but he was comfortable enough with Duo to start dismantling some of them already.

At least he was until three in the morning rolled around, and he finally took a closer look at the clock, only to start laughing. It was an almost manic sound and he managed to cut himself off after a moment with a breathless "fuck," as he slowly sat up. "Tomorrow. Today, rather. Is Saturday. And I'm riding a desk," and technically Duo, at the moment.

Wufei wasn't the only one finally able to explore his limits, discovering things he'd never dreamed of and reliving things that had only ever existed in his dreams. His time with Wufei was nothing short of magical. He was open to everything Wufei suggested of them, sharing in his excitement and wonder. He hated that Wufei had these concerns and was more than willing to do away with each and every one of them! Together they'd make up for lost time.

When Wufei laughed and spoke of days, Duo had to really think about what that meant. Because he'd been so wrapped up in the moment that weeks could have gone by and he wouldn't have cared. He sat up too. Following Wufei with a hand resting at the small of his back. Duo tilted his head and pressed warm lips to his lovers throat. "Should probably think of sleepin then, huh?" Since calling in sick was apparently frowned upon.

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